i am McLOVIN! haha okay so i just watched SuperBad and that was superly bad ass.. haha it's like one of those dirty comedies, but it's fucking hilarious... Michael cera is so cute =] i love it when he says hi and bye. haha anywho if you didnt go watch it yet just go watch it if you like stupid stuff... im guessing guys would enjoy it more cause it's about two bestfriends who wants go get laid or whatever something like that anywho.. oh about my trip it was pretty cool i guess except for the parts when i was being a bitch and the weather was super hot. So to sum up what i did i went to NY for like 3 days right and the first day it was pouring rain i was not feelin that, but we went sight seeing and shit it was kool i guess and then the next day we went to Columbia and NYU and like toured the campus and what not it was nice.. Then the last day we went and did hella shit went around everywhere and stuff and did a lot of walking yes WTF okay my feet were like sore as hell. Then we watched shakespeare in the park and the play and the cast were great, but other than that i was bored and i didn't understand anything and i never read Henry V , so that was prettttty lame if i say so myself.. plus i got bitten all over my legs. Hhaha well everyone did so i guess that's part of the NY package.. haha Then we went to DC and i liked it better over there cause it was more clean.. lol and the shopping was great, we visited Georgetown and American university oh and george washington university haha yeah a lot of george's... they were nice i guess if you are into that political stuff.. anywho after that we went to Boston whooohoo haha and we went to Harvard and had an "unofficial" tour of it.. if you dont understand just ask me or whatever. haha but it was pretty really huge though and it was hot as hell, so my mood was not good haha... This trip was kool i guess got to see stuff i never saw before and i know i will def. go back to NY.. i left my heart there so i have to go back and look for it haha. okay bye.

Currently Listening Riot! By Paramore misery business (acoustic) see related

I'm on here anyways so i might as well..So im stuck doing this 8 page paper on An Inconvenient truth. Gah what a pain, but tomorrow is my last day and i'm excited well more relieved because i didn't want to take that class in the first place it was those have to kind of things. HAHA okays well im leaving to New York in like 2 days I've always wanted to go and heres my chance. That means food,shopping,musicals, and MTV hello!? haha im totally there. hope i bump into a celebrity or at least take a picture of them lmao... ok ok im crazy any`who I'm also going to Boston and Washington D.C which is nice becase i never been to any of those places.. So that is what im pretty much looking foward to. wow i havent used this shit in a long ass time lmao okay peace and love i just finished watching so you think you can dance and the top 10 just danced their solos choreography by wade robson, it was nice and everyone had to do the same dance but individually... they all did pretty kool i guess. OH and Donnie is my fav. and he better make the band

i wished i thought about everything i thought i was gonnah do before i do it. i feel fustrated right now i've been a bitch this whole week. well thats okay. im fine.

i really do not know what im writing in here agan..but ummm same thing happen agan. well not exactly. but ummm i get this feeling agan. i hate this feeling why do i always have to feel this way. sometimes i think is there something wrong with me. i always end up getting hurt, but whatever im really sick of this shit. when i do try to believe i can do it i just know im up for something bad.

haha i just love being back here. things are so dramaful and things just change when you're not around. don't you hate it that. it's like you left to go somewhere and then when you come back things just seem to be different. Did i change or the people and things around me did? i have no idea. i loved CCA even though at times i thought i was in the wrong class. i still thought it helped me in some way. But i met some incredible people and my roommates are the shit. i miss having our late night craziness after curfew. it was fawsome. But it all came to an end. But i think this experince helped me. Now that im back here at home i feel different. It's like so much happened. i dunno how it will be. As long as im doing what i need to do then im happy.